So difficult, yet so complex.

SO , it’s been such a long time since i’ve been on my Tumblr .

and i think it’s time for a new post or whatever , right ?

First Aid & CPR certification today ! <3

this boy , won’t leave me the FAWK alone .

Athletic trainer in training(:

That’s pretty your all the updates going on in my life . Well , the one’s that are worth talking about at least . My life is smooooth sailing right now . Hella good grades , not worried about friends/dating/drama/ect , and getting my career for the future started .

Everything seems to be going the way I want it . And I love it <3

ugh, what to do, what to do .

absolutely no clue… PLEASE be a great Friday !

involving this one kid, that’d be lovely.

aksdjlasjda, we’ll see what happens …

it’s freezing outside, that’s the part about a snow day that i hate.

my mommm needs to go to work already! she’s bugging the shittt out of me.

my little brother also has a snow day.. -___- so he’s here.. lovely.

I’m gunna hangout with Ashley today as well(:

Maybe I should invite the boys… idk.

yum french toast sticks.

one thing I cant stand about formspringme, is that you don’t get to know WHO posted the question in your inbox. and you keep trying to figure it out and think of all the possible people it could be, but you don’t wanna assume it was a specific person cause you’d seem like an idiot if you asked them if they said that, and they really didn’t hahah.

formspringme is fun, but i don’t like the “anonymous” part of who asked the question(s).

anywhooo; today has been great so far! i’m hoping my plans workout for tonight! please please please. I have this oddly good feeling about what could happen later on. buuut I don’t wanna get my hopes up! (:

plans, you better work out!

schooool tomorrow; i’m not sure if i’m excited to be back.

summer hurrrry up! i hate the cold.

haven’t been on Tumblr in foreverrrrrrr, i miss blogging!

yuck, i have so many people i don’t look forward to seeing at school.

on the bright side, he was so nice last niiiight(:

wednesday is gunna be very interesting, might call off what ash is gunna do.

anyways, i’m sick ): my throatttt needs to feel better! on top of that,

it’s going to rain and snow all freaking week! why why why… -______-

cancelled on, again.

weird how i had a feeling that’d happen, seeing as how it happens TOO much.

ruined my moood for wanting to hangout with anyone today. was gunna hangout with David and Chad possibly, but now i don’t want too. i’m mad…

anyways, maybe i should be a loner? i mean, that sounds kind of appealing now.

but then again, i really do appreciate Brandon, David, and Chad for stickin’ around.

so maybe i’ll just focus on those three. they’re as real as it gets pretty much.

besides Cassie and Kris of course! <3

not feeling to well now that i think of it, medicines probably wearing off.

whatever.

the little prawn thingy is adorable. it’s so tiny.

i hate the white british guy though, he’s quite rude.

i’m with David and Chad, they’re funny. haha cute kids.

mmmm, my day has been relaxing. i hate being sick. it’s fun now though.

wonder how my day will be tomorrow.

@ home, sick. yet again.

and thankfully I don’t have to see anyone from school.

well, it’s Friday. tonight I’m thinkin’ movies, comfy sweats, blogging, ice cream, maybe do some more reading, possibly get back into drawing, mainly relaxation things.

sounds good to me.

brittaaay:

nice-beam:

apareciumx:

dildos-in-jeems-big-fat-butt:

-foreveryoung-:

kashigo-lina:

forcingourdarkestsoulstounfold:

andrewslootsky:

Ravenclaw

Slytherin :D

Gryffindor

Gryffindor

Well somebody has 2 luv Hufflepuff~

ravenclaw

HUFFLEPUFF FOR LIFE, CAKESNIFFERS.

RAVENCLAW, kewlest name.

 Slytherinnnnnnnnn! <3 Malfoy FTW.

Tumblr is my best friend.

i miss cassie and kris. they stay true.

i HATE how people think they know me better then i know myself. and how when i say i’m going to do something, they assume they know what they’re talking about and argue me on what it is I’M going to do. it’s my gosh damn life, and i’m sick of living it for other people. in prescott, people seem to think they know my story, know reasons behind my morals, know the real me. news flash kids, no one out here knows who i really am. don’t believe me? i don’t care anymore. you can sit here reading this thinking of every name in the book to call me, or laughing just because my life isn’t “perfect”. but quite frankly, two more years and i’m gone. so why should i honestly care? when i say i’m done i’m done. and yes, this crap is over with. because i am done. everyone here can stop saying i’m their “best friend”, because no, i’m not.. not with the way i’m being treated. you can forget that bullshit. learn to treat me right, and we’ll go from there. but for now, i don’t have a best friend here. nor do i need one. because why would i want to be put through this constantly? i don’t need anyone’s pity, don’t accuse me of going ‘emo’, and don’t try and laugh at what i’m doing. it won’t work, idgaf.

so for now, i’m going to write. i’m going to write because i enjoy to. didn’t know that? not suprised.